Saturday, November 12, 2005

Self-Renewal

today i did everything that violated what i believed in before, at least a bit and thats one step closer...because i don't believe in that motto anymore which i worshipped. i decided to make a change, a self-renewal and transformation to be the very person i was afraid to be. the kind of person who doesn't let his being anxious and infatuations take over what he really wants to do and be as hard-faced as ever, the positive kind, that is. from now on i'll force myself to do what i really feel thats right.
Chad || 11:01 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Booze Overflowin!

the next day my sis told me we're gonna have inuman session at reg's that night...men after the soberness from the outing we're gonna drink again! thats life...make the most out of it whaha. i made the same mistake as last time, i drank again hungry! dammit, i got dizzy already with just a few shots from that toska...after the session we watched the exorcism of emily rose...nice movie!

the next morning we woke and watched the million dollar baby...man it was a really beautiful movie...sad, but beautiful...i can't talk about it here, it's a long story...

heheh...well, i guess thats it for vacation, pasukan na bukas!
Chad || 5:42 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

Booze Hit Hard

today we had our hapet practice for holy spirit's audition and we had to do it fast 'cause we still had to go to luke's outing after. i didn't ate breakfast and lunch...well, at least i ate a sandwich...but can you call that brunch? then while waiting for the other guy's we cooked some stuff (there were no one else in the house), james fried some hotdogs and tilapia (which wasn't cooked very well, bakla kase e whaha), then i prepared some rice...didn't know it was this fun to be da home boys.

next stop, flamingoes! out of all the 46 lukans we invited, only 9 came! maal didn't come, why ma'am? you were the one who initiated the outing...anyway, we got on the booze right away, bought a case of red horse grande and smokes for the smokers. aldrin joined in too (bago na motto ni mr. clean!) after the 6 grandes for the 7 people who drank, it hit me hard more than nep and the others...i now realized its not so fun to drink in an empty stomach...its not a pretty feeling, ive had a headache for hours, even after sleep, and i still have it now, slowly fading though...but you can't take the fun out of that.
Chad || 11:12 AM